WoW, I can so totally relate. When I was homeless in Santa Monica, California, I had a ectopic(tubal) pregnancy that had burst. Had to have emergency surgery. I remember to this day after having had an ultrasound done, as I was waiting for surgery to be scheduled, a nurse/doctor came out and talked with me. She said that the person that had done the ultrasound wasn't sure but thought he heard the sound of a faint heartbeat. There was no way to save the unborn child. When I was told that, I was devasted. When the nurse walked away, I burst into tears and prayed asking Father to please take the child back because I didn't want the enemy to have it. That was my first and only pregnancy. There is more to the story but I'm gonna leave it at that. Hugz, walls.
